andrew5189's Journal

7:52PM - I stayed knocked down

I wish.....

7:46PM - I want to be a Halo 2 Pro!

Well my eyes were opened this mourning when I was searching and found three letters "MLG". I knew nothing about it until I search it at google. It's "Major League Gaming". There are Tournments and Season just like in every other sport you can think of in Halo 2. People make there living playng games that would be so cool. Being reconized by a whole gaming league as one of the best at the game. It's so cool. I know it's just about impossible for someone to get into something like that and you have to be really really good at the game. Well people I just think it's cool and well yall probably think I am more of a freek now, but I think t's awesome! I just want to watch some of there matches. I love you more than anything Whitney! Your so amazing. I miss you a little bit right now. I hate school and work, yours and mine. We sould just get to always be together. I love everything you are and everything you do for me. I can't wait to talk to you! Bye peeps!

Current mood: Inlighten

7:23PM

Well people I just started back school! well I actually work more than I am at school. I haven't updated on here in a while but considering I am in Mrs. Layton's room I figured I would give it a go! For those of you that don't know , I have been doing good. Whitney and I couldn't be better. She's my everything.

3:49AM - Figured I would mix it up a little bit.

Hey people I haven't updated on here in a while and from of the looks of it yall haven't either well anyways just in case you check it here we go I will tell you about the best summer I have ever have. Well It's been about 2 and a half months with me and whitney and to tell the truth I couldn't be happier. I spend just about all my spare time either with her or well talking to her on the phone...lol...there's nothing I would rather spend it on. We some how, some way are always getting stronger after everything we been through we are better for it. I love her so much. Okay Well I have been working for my dad, in case yall didn't know he builds gates, hand rails, just about any kind of post, and just about everything else you can think of thats made out of metal. I have fun doing what I am doing but I think I am going to get burned out on it pretty quick considering the fact that I have been working almost 40 hours a week and I am getting paid nothing. I say nothing but I guess I do have a lot to be thankful for. He does pay for the house I live in, all my food(and I can EAT), and he bought be my truck and just about everything else I have and just about everything else I have. Anyways If I haven't been working out at the shop I have been working around the house. Well I guess thats just about enough of wht I have been up to. I might update before I leave in 7 days or is it 6. OMG whitney what am I going to do without you. I love you so much baby. Later guys

Current mood: Very much in LOVE

8:04PM - Hatley

I want to play Halo! Tell me when you are going to be on!?

7:05PM - My Birthday...was awesome...until I got home...

Things were awesome yesterday at school. Me and Jake went to the math tournament and we placed 2nd in comprehensive. I kind of re-met someone and as soon as I am able for people to come over we are having another Halo 2 party. The only bad thing about the Math thing is that I wasn't at school and wasn't able to see Whitney between classes, but when I came back I got to spend most of my remaining time at school with her and she took me home and hanged out with me a little while. She got me 2 shirts and I like them, I am wearing one today. Things with her couldn't be better everything just seems so perfect. Just the thought of being with her makes everything so much better. And for those of who were wondering last Saturday it has been one month. I kind of got Re-grounded cause I went behind my parents back and did something I wasn't suppose to do. It would be so bad but I kind of told my dad I wouldn't so basically I broke what trust me and him had and trust means so much when your talking about my dad. Anyways life goes on and I hope me being grounded only makes me and whitney stronger. I have been growing more and more and love with her since the first time "we kissed". When I think I love her more than anything could love, she makes me love her more than that. Well I guess I am going to go see if Mrs. Leatherwood needs me. I am suppose to be her aid but I seem to be spending most of my time in Mrs. Layton room for some reason...lol...I love you Whitney...post

Current mood: curious

8:41AM - It's all okay in a very interesting way!

Well yesterday was good except for one thing but it's already been kinda of talked about on here so I will just leave it there. I'm setting here with just Jake(not complaining),but the Seniors left and well my baby is a senior despite what her height may look like. She is a senior so that leaves me and tells me that today is going to be a little bit of a taste on how next year well be. She's like the only reason I look forward to school, because I know I will get to see her. I havn't been late for school since we have been going out. I might have been late for a class, which was her fault, but you know not going to hold it against her or anything. I wrote my report a couple of days ago and plan to turn it in today. It's like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Well people I need to go get my math out of my locker and do my homework. I'm out...

Current mood: Incomplete

10:52PM - I always thought Sleeping beauty and Peter Pan would make a good couple

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. </td> Peter Pan 75% The Beast 69% Cinderella 69% Pinocchio 50% Goofy 50% Donald Duck 44% Ariel 38% Snow White 31% Sleeping Beauty 25% Cruella De Ville 0% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

11:49PM - An Awesome Weekend!

This weekend I got to hang out with Whitney just about the entire weekend. We spent just about all the time at my house trying to watch a movie, "Red Eye". We put it in Friday night and fell asleep with-in like the first 5 minutes. I think we tried to watch it again the next day and I think she watched all of it but I had to go cause my mom called me to do something. I still couldn't tell you what the movie was about. Anyways Saturday night Matthew had a race against Will in Coldwater. He beat him after he had to run him down and passed him. It was the first time Matthew had ever passed anyone. Plus Whitney came to the races with us so I got to harass her a little bit in between Matthews races. She spent 2 nights with me over the weekend and despite the bad dreams and a BIG little brother everything was perfect. It couldn't have been better. I love her so much. It's almost like she is apart of my family now and she actually will be one day and I can't wait. I wish I could spend all my time with her. Anyways Sunday after Whitney left I had to go out and help my dad cut/chop up some wood. I almost got Sunburnt again, but I don't think I am now. I think it was just the raw skin from last week. I also decided to Skateboard on the deck in the back yard and I realized that I have missed skateboarding. Then we decided to play some cards, rook to be exact, We won all three games. I took the bid 9 times...the bid was only taken 4 times by any of the other players. My partner didn't take it any of the 4. And I only went set 1 time and that was cause I got a bid put on me by my partner that I didn't want. Well Half of yall, if not all of yall, have no idea what I am talking about but maybe I will look back at my journal and remember how much I kicked some ass. Well people I am going to check other people LJ and then put my computer up. I couldn't be happier than I am with her right now. and my feelings for her seem to just get stronger and stronger, I love her so much. well like I said im out.....

Current mood: satisfied

11:46PM - I actually did skate a little yesterday!

You scored as Skater. Your A Skater! </td> Skater 75% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev 35% Emo 30% Goth 25% Rocker, Mosher 20% Trendy 10% Prepy 5% What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect created with QuizFarm.com

Current mood: confused

5:31AM - I love her so much!!!!

Whitney

Current mood: In Love

2:10AM - To reduce risk of serious injury wear a shirt and don't mess with your uncle....

Well people I would try to explain the subject, but what would be the fun it that. It's just a mixture between a Warning label on the Lab top and working today. Well people this weekend has ranked up on up there with one of the best weekends I have had. I havn't got to spend as much time with a certain someone has I have liked to have, but what I am doing now insures that I will get to spend more time with her in the future, and my mom as been her usual self. I just can't be around her for any length of time. My mom and I can't spend any time what so ever together cause we end up argueing over stupid stuff. Thats kind of sad isn't it, well it's the truth. Friday was my first date(my last first date) and I have a lot of fun. I got to spend so much time with Whitney and I just fall more and more in love with her every second. There isn't a limit to what I feel or can I describe it. I just want to say I am sorry to everybody at prom(mainly Whitney but some other friends to), but I was so sick. I feel really bad for it even if she said it didn't matter. I tried to hide that I was sick, but I think Whitney and some other people knew I was(well at least Blake did). I'm sorry...Anyways after prom was great we all went bowling let me tell you I have never bowled that bad in my life but I had more fun then I have ever had bowling before. If they would have just rubbed my ball harder...lol...I'm sorry to some of the people that I went bowling with but I was kind of zone out(but zoned in at the same time) the whole time we there. After bowling was even better ME whit tif haden nikki and blake all just came back here and kind of all just chilled. The next day after prom, I had to work with my dad. We are building a deck and a gazebo behind are house around the hot Tub. then the day afer that easter, I woke up and started working on it again. After 2 days of work we are still not finished but we have got a whole lot already done. It's going rather faster than we expected. I just I hope I don't have to work on it to much tomorrow and Whitney gets to come over. I want to see her so much right now. She belongs in my arms all the time and she hasn't been there today. I did get to talk to her a little bit today though...actually I think it was quite sometime...lol...It wasn't long enough though I could've stayed on the phone until she showed up over here. Well anyways them 2 days of working, I got a little sun burnt...okay maybe more than a little(explains half of the subject). Well people I think I am about to go try to sleep. I could go on for about another 30 minutes but then I would have nothing to tell you about when I see you(okay Whitney maybe I could keep going for about 5 more hours...............typing you perve...lol...jk). Well I miss someone...and I can't wait to see them...I love you Whitney....

Current mood: BurntButSexy(WhenWhit'sAround)

1:58PM - I was scared shitless....but still in love....

SO things yesterday weren't exactly how I would have liked them to be. Everything may have seemed fine, but I knew something was wrong, but I just tried to act like nothing had happened. I just asked a whole lot from someone...rather I should or shouldh've is still up in the air, but what she changed for me...I turned around and did the same thing that made me uncomfortable around her to her. I just didn't think anything of it. I love everything about her and I wouldn't want her to be any other way. Besides the fact that I want her to be able to trust me...it will happen. It's just going to take a little time. Guys in her past seem to have changed her and made her who she is...now I want her to know I am here to stay and always be honest and faithful. Things almost got messed up real bad, but we had a much needed talk(talking is good...lol). We have everything straghten out now, but yesterday I was hurt so bad...just the fact that I knew how I must have made her feel...made me feel like shit. I can't really forget about it...it still happened and I still feel bad cause of it, but everything is great now if anything this will/has make/made us stronger even though ending it all was in the back of both of our minds last night...Thats never going to happen cause I couldn't imagine it or want it any other way...I didn't believe in the whole "ment to be together" thing, but since me and her have been together I do.I love you Whitney and I miss you! Well I am sitting on school by myself...lol...I got to take a test next block and say a speech 3rd so wish me luck people.

Current mood: So much more than just in love

1:36PM - It's been two weeks...officially...

Everything is awesome! We have been together for 2(3) weeks...It has all flew buy so fast! And then at the same time it's feels like we have been together forever(we will be by the way), cause it seems we are just so much more than anybody could have in 3 weeks. Well I love her so much.... Anyways I think I am going to go see Mrs. L I havn't been in there all mourning...lol...I came straght in and didn't want to leave her, but I guess I need 2...lol... Well I guess I will catch you people later....

Current mood: In Love

5:16PM - I don't want it any other way....

There's a so much going on in my life right now that I would normally complain about or be upset by. There's so many minor problems and things that I have to put up with. I have to write a paper on hamlet, my ear is messed up(not quite sure if I will go to the doctor for), I'm grounded, ignorant people who think just cause some thing's funny makes it right and then not caring to hear someone else's side of the story just sticking to there's(stubbornness can lead to stupidity), jealous people (who can't be happy just cause someone else has something they have longed for)(not a strike towards anybody who checks there LJ's anymore), gossip, and I guess I will stop there(points taken?...maybe anyways...). Just things that would have bother me so much in the past and I would be stressing over don't get to me like they use to. All I have to do is think of that certain someone and it just makes it all better. It's just one of the best feelings that I have ever felt, knowing that I love someone so much that just thought of her makes things just so much better. If I have been talking about it to much on here and yall are getting tired of it...I'm sorry it's all I want to talk about, she's even all I want to think about. Well I am suppose to be working on my report so I am going to go check myspace and then start working on it lol. so I guess I will catch yall later...

Current mood: Missing the love of my life!

3:40PM - How I get so lucky?

Hey whitney say my subject really fast and tell me what it sounds like. I havn't had the chance to update all weekend, but my weekend was one of the best I have ever had. Friday night wasn't exactly the best, but it was still good cause Hatley finally came back over. We didn't to much at all except talk on the phone and just hang out. Saturday was awesome I finally got my Tux and then I came back to the house and half my dad's side of the family was at my house...and well I got to see some of my cousin's that I havn't seen since like christmas and I got to chill with my grandmother and great-grandmother. I sit down beside my great-grandmother and said hey sexy...she just ignored me it was so funny. Then I tried to get her to say sexy...well she kept ignoring me. It was hiliarous! And then well Whitney came over after that and me tif whit and blake all just hungout! First we went to Matthew's baseball game...then we just came back to the house and watched some movie's...Tif and Blake like deserted me and whitney to go play cards(not complaining or anything). Well people there was one very disturbing thing about my weekend...it hurt...Whitney tried to cheat on me...she tried to pull another guy on top of her...Thank god the guy was a loyal friend and he pulled back and didnt let her have her way...anyways Whitney got to spend the night with me Saturday night and thats allways awesome...I love her so much...she's mine...there's nothing better. Gezzz I am tired I want to be back at home in my bed... Well I am tired of typing...Later people

Current mood: In love

2:50PM - This good thing WILL last!

Me and a certain someone had a much needed talk yesterday about some things. I feel like it has made things better and I also feel like there was no way to avoid the conversation. The whole thing just scared me so bad...I was worried I was gonna lose the one thing that I want more than anything. When I held her in my arms today I knew everything was going to be alright...There's just something that I got to get over and I am it's just taking longer than I thought it would. I scared her last night I think and I feel bad for it.Anyways I suppose to see her tonight at Matthew Baseball game and well I can't wait. Well I think the bell is about to ring...I love yall...Later!

Current mood: determined

12:44AM - It's been a week! She's in the room and I can't keep my eyes off of her...lol

It's so awesome...It doesn't feel like that long but at the same time it feels like it's been longer...Make sense...lol it probably doesn't but it does to me. Yesterday was rather interesting, I got to hang with my bro's after school and they were surprisingly really good....All they did was watch Dora like the whole time....So I clean most of the house....I somehow feel closer to my Mom since I have been grounded...I get the feeling that she really does care...but it may be just cause I do a lot more around the house now and if my dad ever needs help I go help him...idk...I do know one thing...MY SISTER HAS GOTTEN REALLY REALLY LAZY SINCE I HAVE BEEN GROUNDED...lol...It's cool though I have a lot more spare time on my hands now, but I might be starting a kind of make-up report for english...I think I am going to do it on the revenge in Hamlet....which I don't really want to...but we are reading the story in class and I feel like I have a pretty good idea of what to put in the paper...I just need to find something else about it and find quotes and have them in my essay...She didn't really give me a deadline for it ...but I figured the sooner the better...I actually like Hamlet....but if we weren't reading it in class and talking about it...I would have never understood any of it...I think we are getting kind of close to finishing it, but I'm not really sure. Well people Whitney is cutting ot newspaper articles/pictures so I'm bored so thats my excuse for the long update...lol...It's all Whitney's fault J/K....Post a comment cause I need something to do...

Current mood: optimistic

1:41AM - To be or not to be....that is the question...

Thats going over and over in my head....neverending...I memorized or learned like 18 lines last night...so at least I am now half-way. I talked to Mrs. Chance yesterday about my grade and she is going to help me bring my grade up. I think I will be able to do this actually...Everything seems to be going great....All my classes are going better.....and even if I am grounded there never seems to be a dull moment....I'm always doing or thinking about something....Hoping...wishing....just wanting to be with someone....There's nothing better than that feeling...but yet I am scared at the same time...Will this last? This feeling of completeness....it can't end....waking up and wishing she was here....Well people all of this is a little more than yall care to hear...so I will stop for today...Just everytime I go to update she is the only thing I want to talk about....well people post me...

Current mood: relaxed

4:52AM - It's been a little over a week!

Things between me and her couldn't be better. Yesterday she brought up a conversation about the future and well it let me now that she wanted things to stay the way they are now. I think I will have my first real relationship and it will last longer that a week I have never thought about naything or anyone as much as I think about her. I just can't explain it.....it's so awesome. I have always wanted to feel this way and now I am....again there's nothing better. She just walked in and well she's mine. Okay people my parents have grounded me from the phone and the computer today. She took my cell this mourning...I am going to miss talking to whitney ...I only hope that she still lets people come over this weekend. It's going to be hard to go all weekend without seeing her or talking to her. I will find a way to talk to her if she doesn't get to come over. well then I guess I am gonna go she's sitting beside me....*smiles*...Bye people

Current mood: happy